ulcer

i hate ulcers.... HATE!

i hate it especially because whenever i have ulcer, my mouth hurts when i'm eating, drinking, talking, mumbling, singing, complaining... i practically gotta shut my mouth and look at others enjoying themselves talking, eating, drinking..... =(

arghhhhhhh~

okay, why suddenly i blog about ulcers? yes, miss tan shu-min is having an ulcer in her mouth.. and after 2 days of doing nothing to it, i finally mengalah kalah that it wont heal itself and i gotta apply something to it.

i decided to torture (yes, TORTURE) myself by applying....

BONJELA!!

i would like to repeat for those that didnt catch my last sentence. APPLYING BONJELA TO AN ULCER IS A TORTURE!!

you see, after 2 days of "closing one eye" about the ulcer, the ulcer got big... and mind you, when you apply bonjela on it, it hurts!! as in extremely painful!! it's like a knife sliced your gum, without any anesthetic! after applying bonjela to a big ulcer, the part will actually hurt so much that it will go numb!

i dont know how to describe the pain. for better understanding, get yourself an ulcer and ignore it till it got big, then apply bonjela on it.. you'll know! ;)

it's approximately 12.30 in the morning now, which means that i must not scream, or stamp my feet when applying bonjela or the neighbours will bring a knife knocking at my door. (i'm exaggerating... they wont do that la, my neighbours are nice people. just that it's not good to disturb them sleeping right?) i'm a considerate neighbour too ;)

HELPPPPPPP~ aku takut =S