where do i see myself 5 years from now?

SHIT! I dont even see myself 1 year from now...

I can only see myself erm... furthers is 3 months from now.

I know at that time, I'll be breathing the air of freedom while enjoying my long-awaited holidays after my stressful exams.

But the REAL future?
What will I be doing?
Where am I gonna be?

Perhaps I'll be chasing after my dreams...but "WHAT IS MY DREAM?"

beautifully said

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn’t supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You’ll have your heart broken and you’ll break others’ hearts. You’ll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you’ll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you’ve never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone’s hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don’t be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back. "- Unknown

Wanna put as facebook status but too many characters. Cis...

how old are you?

Someone asked me this question a few days ago and suddenly it strucked me. I am 20...and turning 21 this december!

My..my.. 21! I'm turning into an OFFICIAL adult soon?

I remember when I was in my lower secondary years, 21 seems to be very far in the future. When I was still using ICQ and random people added me, and those days we ask ASL (age/sex/location) and if that person answers 18/19/20/<20, I would usually ignore that person! HAHAHA What to talk about between an 13 year old girl with a 18 year old friend? He/she would be talking about college or universities or relationship and when I was 13, I'm practically clueless about all that! I only worry about homework/co-curricular activities/tuitions.

And now I'm turning 21 in december? The age that I thought would be very far in the future doesnt seem so far anymore.

frustrated

Last friday, I was so frustrated over something. I got really frustrated but there's nothing I could do besides to wait for Tuesday, I calmed myself down and tried not to think about it at all until this coming Tuesday.

However, today I woke up at 7 something in the morning (which is really rare considering that I slept at 2am last night), feeling double frustrated because I am still very sleepy and I dreamt about the thing I'm frustrated about. And I couldnt get back to sleep.

I'm really really sleepy but my mind just couldnt forget about the frustration and this is driving me crazy! ARGH!!

I seriously hate irresponsible people. They make me so frustrated!

Great, now I'm starting off my day feeling frustrated. Damn!

balance sheet of life

*warning: accounting jargons ahead!*

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Our birth is our Opening balance!
Our death is our Closing balance!
Our prejudiced views are our Liabilities
Our creative ideas are our Assets
Heart is our Current Asset
Soul is our Fixed Asset
Brain is our Fixed Deposit
Thinking is our Current Account
Achievements are our Capital
Characters and Morals, our Stock-In-Trade
Friends are our General Reserves
Values and Behaviour are our Goodwill
Patience is our Interest Earned
Love is our Dividend
Children are our Bonus Issues
Education is Brand/Patents
Knowledge is our Investment
Experience is our Premium Account
The Aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately.
The Goal is to get the Best Presented Account Award.

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so, can your Balance Sheet balance? MAKE SURE IT CAN! :D


ps: thx connie for the email!

Declaration of Self Esteem

read it somewhere and i think it's nice. would like to share with everyone =)


I am me. In all the world there is no one else like me. There are persons who have some parts like me, but no one adds up exactly like me. Therefore everything that comes out of me is authentically mine because I alone chose it.

I own everything about me…..my body, including everything it does; my mind, including all its thoughts and ideas; my eyes, including the images of all they behold; my feelings, whatever they may be --- anger, joy, frustration, love, disappointment, excitement, my mouth and all the words that come out of it - polite, sweet or rough, correct or incorrect; my voice loud or soft; and all my actions, whether they be to others or to myself.

I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing, I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts. I can then make it possible for all of me to work in my best interests.

I know there are aspects about me that puzzle me, and other aspects that I do not know. But as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for the solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me.

However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is me. This is authentic and represents where I am at that moment in time.

When I review later how I looked and sounded, what I said and did, and how I thought and felt, some parts may turn out to be unfitting. I can discard that which is unfitting, and keep that which proved fitting. And invent something new for that which I discarded.

I can hear, feel, think, say and do. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me.

I own me, and therefore I can engineer me. I am me..And I am OKAY……


dont you think it's nice?

spread the stupidity

got this email for justina quite some time ago.. but i didnt read it till today! anyway, hope u guys like it!

Only in America ......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front.

Only in America ......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke.

Only in America ......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters.

Only in America ......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage.

Only in America ......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight.

Only in America ......do we use the word 'politics' to describe the process so well: 'Poli' in Latin meaning 'many' and 'tics' meaning 'bloodsucking creatures'.

Only in America ......do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering.


EVER WONDER ....

Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ?

Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed?

Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'?

Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word?

Why is it that doctors call what they do 'practice'?

Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons?

Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?

Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour?

Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food?

Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes?

Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections?

You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff?!

Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Wool does !

Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together?



If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress?

If flying is so safe, why do they call the airport the terminal?

laughing baby

my sis-wen introduced this clip for me.. and it really got me laughing!!




it's funny how innocent kids can be huh? LOL

monkey story

A hat seller who was passing by a forest decided to take a nap under one of the trees, so he left his whole basket of hats by the side. A few hours later, he woke up and realized that all his hats were gone.

He looked up and to his surprise, the tree was full of monkeys and they had taken all his hats. He sits down and thinks of how he can get the hats down. While thinking he started to scratch his head. The next moment, the monkeys were doing the same.

Next, he took down his own hat, the monkeys did exactly the same. An idea came to him, he took his hat and threw it on the floor and the monkeys did that too. So he finally managed to get all his hats back.

Fifty years later, his grandson, also become a hat-seller and had heart this monkey story from his grandfather. One day, just like his grandfather, he passed by the same forest. It was very hot, and he took a nap under the same tree and left the hats on the floor.

He woke up and realized that all his hats were taken by the monkeys on the tree. He remembered his grandfather's words, started scratching his head and the monkeys followed. He took down his hat and fanned himself and again the monkeys followed. Now, very convinced of his grandfather's idea, he threw his hat on the floor but to his surprise the monkeys still held on to all the hats. Then one monkey climbed down the tree, grabbed the hat on the floor, gave him a slap and said....

*guess what?*


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"YOU THINK ONLY YOU HAD A GRANDFATHER IZZIT?? "

lol.. to me, this story is kinda true.. sometimes u are convinced that u learn from ur mistake.. but at the same time, others learn theirs too =P

quick stress test

feeling stressed?

try this quick stress test and test ur personality...



QUICK STRESS TEST

There is a very, very tall coconut tree, and there are 4 animals:

King Kong, Ape, OrangUtan and a Monkey pass by.


They have a competition to see who is the fastest to get the banana.

Who do you guess will win?


Your answer will reflect your personality.
Try and answer within 30 seconds

Got your answer?
Scroll down to see the analysis.
























If your answer is ....


OrangUtan = dull/stupid

Ape = foolish

Monkey = idiot

King Kong = stupid


Why?????



Coconut tree, doesn't have bananas........!!


Obviously you're stressed and overworked. Take some time off and relax!!


HEHEHEHE...